The Mindless Blatherings of a Bad-Ass Bunny

Ho shit sons.
I hate using journals for the purpose intended.
Thus i haven't updated.
Don't really like talking about things you might already know. Makes for a boring journal.
So I am going to post some pictures i like....
And if you'd like, ask me what you want to know about whats been crack-a-lackin. Perhaps that will be motivation to write a true journal entry about it... Knowing that it will be new information to them.. Knowing that it wont be boring.
( Open Pandora's Box )

I stayed home sick from worktoday.. got a nasty cold.. I havent updated lj in forever.. But thats cuz Tug got me addicted to SL... ( Here are some pics of my own pieced together gazelle char. :P )

Yay it's a big laundry night for me. "who the fuck cares?" you  say.. well. probably not many.. but it's all i really got going on tonight. SO THERE.

Anywho. Renn faire was a ball. I dressed up for it.


I like to skip



LICK THE HORN BITCH!!

anywhodiddlydo

hope you all are staying comfortable this summer.

awright, I'm selling my hookah before the big move and I just figured I'd post it here so if any one of my friends was interested or knows someone who wants one they can spread the word.
It comes with:
-all gaskets
-One hose
-3 packages of self lighting coals
-A windbraker
-A ceramic bowl
-A coal filter
-An ash catcher
-Handpainted iridecent glass base
-Hookah insert

It's about 2 feet tall with the windbreaker and it's in great working condition.
I don't want to ship it so local people only please :3

Pictures:

With windbreaker and all pieces attached

With windbreaker aside

Glass base and coal packages

Offer a price..

Lots going on here. In middle of finding a place, getting used to a new job, beginning to pack my shit, working on trades, thinking about the tragedy my bank account is going to be at the end of this month, trying to clean my apartment to reach getting my deposit back standards, and deciphering everything else that needs to be done in between.

LIST TEIMS

Misc.
-Let my current apt manager know I'm moving
-Call and cancel verizon phone and internet for august
-Call and cancel electric
-Call and cancel pet health insurance
-Get Keakers into the vet for shot updates, and get his chin acne and lick granuloma checked out
-Get application, fill out, and attach money for apartment I'm interested in
-Get boxes
-Replace any burnt lightbulbs
-Set a moving date
-Move
-Organize stuff into my new apt
-Move anything off a floppy disk onto my PC and throw them away!!!
-Find a new psychologist/psychiatrist FAST
-Pay $300 deposit for apt
-Pay $200 deposit for cat
-Pay $700 first months rent

Pack
-Divvy up what I want to take to the new apt
-Divvy up what I want to store at the parentals
-Divvy up what needs to be thrown out
-Divvy up what's mine and what's my ex's
-Organize all my papers and filefolder
-Pack away trinkets/nick-nacks
-Pack away books
-Pack away art stuff
-Pack away electronics/ media
-Pack away toiletries
-Pack away smokeables
-Pack away dishes
-Pack away kitchen appliances
-Pack away clothes
-Pack away blankets and pillows
-Pack away food
-Pack away wall decor
-Pack window drapes
-Pack away shower curtain and floormats
-Pack keaky's stuff
-Order a UHAUL

Clean
-Dust all furniture
-Launder shower curtain
-Launder welcome mats
-Launder clothes
-Launder towels
-Launder oven mitts
-Launder sheets, blankets, comforter, pillowcases, pillows, bedliner
-Clean off hard countertop surfaces
-Clean and unclog sinks, toilet, and bathtub
-Clean refridgerator
-Clean stove
-Clean out counters and drawers
-Clean walls
-Wash any dishes
-Paint/ fill in holes in the wall
-Mop all hard floors
-Vacuum all carpet
-Steam clean/ spot clean all carpet
-Clean balcony
-Steam clean furnature
-Tidy, wash, vacuum, and steam clean my car
-Wash laundry baskets
-Wash windows
-Clean horizontal blinds
-Clean vertical blinds

To Buy
-New toilet brush
-New big garbage and recycling bins
-Mr.Clean magic erasers
-Drano
-Mop
-Broom
-New litter box
-30 gallon garbage bags
-13 gallon garbage bags
-Sponges
-All-purpose cleaner
-Floor cleaner
-Windex
-Folding cloth lawnchairs (2)
-Small garbage bins (3)
-Carpet freshener dust
-Paper towel holder
-Paper towels
-Toilet paper
-DSL interwebs

Things that Tug is bringing to the new place
-Kitchen table and chairs
-Microwave
-Plunger
-His bed
-His desk
-His PC
-A couch
-An ottoman
-A coffetable
-A nightstand
-A coffee maker
-His dresser
-His clothes
-His toiletries
-Dishes
-Other shit of his



ALLLLLLL of this needs to be tackled within this month.. To say the least, I'm gunna be fucking busy as hell. Adderal is sure going to be a nessesity.
I'm still waiting to hear from the state on my completion of the certification exam. Still waiting for money my ex owes me. Still waiting to get my next paycheck.
I intend to start my mad journey to move tomorrow. To hold you art-followers of mine over for a bit I colored this tonight:
CLICK ME DAMNIT I'M NSFW

Wow, I've been learning so much at work lately..Especially as far as how things are run. I've seen some fun things too.. Just to name a few:
-unknown panties were found in the hallway
-A cat who had it's testicles rubber banded (with like.. a regular rubber band wrapped around twice). It was so smelly.. and when we cut into it to really neuter the cat- it exploded with pus.. and the vas deferens were still completely viable. lulz
-A 14yr/o dalmation that was hit by a car with no fractures... yet it refused to use it's back legs. Urinating on itself from an underlying UTI it had for a while already.. but now that she wasnt moving- the urine scalded the skin of her inner thighs.
-An american eskimo who's toenails sloughed off of every toe like a wet bandaid... *shudder*
-A husky who came to us "cuz it couldn't walk".. It smelled of dead flesh... and when we grabbed under his hips to lift him to the table, his skin wriggled beneath our hands. we looked and every limb was COVERED in maggots.. weaving they're way in and out of the skin and thick fur. The stench of his body was unremarkable- and he was euthanized as he was obviously being eaten alive.. what little life he was holding onto when he came to us.
-A cow that was hit by a semi... and it didn't die... wtf... SEMI.. MEET COW..
-A shih-tzu with a bean-bag for a bladder. HELLOOO TRIPLE PHOSPHATE. (they didn't believe me when i read the urine that she had triple phos crystals... because shih-tzus with liver shunts rarely get them).
-Batshit crazy animal owners. Many. Many.. @_@

Overall it's been kinda cool. A coworker tech even invited me out to lunch yesterday!! *gleee* But there are some things that are already clear to me that i'm going to entertain you all by ranting about:
-What part of call 24 hours ahead for a prescription refill do you people not understand?! Enough with calling in at 5:50 when the doctor's gone wailing that you need some insulin for your diabetic dog for TONIGHT.
-Why can't any of the doctors do ANYTHING the same?
-I understand you want to teach me the right way, but throwing me into a cryptorchid surgery on a aggressive husky who refused to stay at a level plane of anesthesia- and expecting me to be a perfect tech is scary. ;_;
-Stop leaving me in the x-ray room with the damn patient for 20 mins while you figure out if the film we just took was any good.
-On that note- get me a goddamn x-ray badge.. I wanna know how fast i'm killing myself with stray radiation.
-I swear the doctors go and hide when 10 bazillion clients enter the clinic. I'm sick of hunting them down.. although i've discovered one of them likes to hide in the bathroom.. sneaky bastard.
-I hate when people answer my question with the same goddamn question. "So what should the drip-rate be on this dog?"-"What should the drip rate be?.. you tell me." *spazz twitch*.. See i could answer your question with the totally wrong answer and make a fool of myself- or you could TELL ME AND SAVE TIME.
-Dr.s... stop refering to every patient as male... and wtf is up with you carrying that snotty surgical handtowel around over your shoulder? I see you wipe your hands/ nose/ brow with it... but i never see you WASH your hands..
-Let me know if you want me to stay in the room with you while you do your exam. I hate standing there unneeded quietly nodding like your very own personal bobble-head..especially when i have 3 prescriptions to fill and put into the computer, 3 vaccines to pull, a fecal to examine, and paperwork to fill out. But god knows the moment i leave the room you'll scream out the door for me to come help.
-Clients need to stop bringing in their cats unrestrained.. no carrier... no leash.. nothing.. wtf kinda crap is that?
-When a client asks a simple question- why does it seem the doctors have to vampire suck the living hell out of time with a winded hard to understand answer that doesn't get to the point!? "She can't get an infection in her salivary gland here can she?".. "Well see.. animals have glands all over the body to secrete different juices- and they change sizes. They have salivary glands to secrete saliva. They have them all over there neck and jaw and by the face. blah blah blah i've seen them get really big blah blah blah mucocele blah blah blah."
-I gotta learn what drawers hold what items. I'm such a dunce somtimes randomly opening and shutting ever damn cabinet and cubby to find somthing.
-Tell me when it's okay to leave for a break or go home. Sometimes I think everything is done and stand there idly, and sometimes I ask and it's not time to go and I feel like i've jumped the gun.
-Some clients make me feel like "the bad guy" when I go for a temp or take some blood.. Do you want your animal to be well or not? If you make the expirience seem like a big rigamarole- the animal picks up on that and plays into it. Tell your pets to suck it up lol.

But I gotta give kudos to some of the things i've expirienced:
-To the techs: Thanks for being patient with me... And answering my questions over and over and over. And giving me positive feedback. It really makes me feel like i'm doing something right.
-To the receptionists: Thanks for handling all those crazy customers before we can sort them into rooms
-To some clients: Thanks for taking control of your animal when it doesn't want to cooperate, or giving me a heads up if I need to grab a muzzle. Also, thanks to some clients for understanding that I don't know everything.
-I've felt like everyone has been really polite with me. They respect that I'm new and guide me when I'm lost and desperately looking for something.


The most comforting words to hear when I've expressed my concerns is: "It's alright" I'll admidt it- I screw up here and there, or can't get some things to go my way. I'm really glad that some people realize our job is really all about circumstances- some patients don't like this, some clients would rather have it done like that, one doctor prefers this, one tech is really adept at that. I have to get better at being able to identify when I need help with something I think though. Animal's lives are depending on how well I do my job and that's a lot of weight to bear. I find a good deal of self-satisfaction on being able to perform tasks correctly without my training wheels, but I then find it difficult to make that decision on weather to pester for somebody's help, or do it myself. It is great though when the load can be shared and I'm comforted by those aiding me that "It's alright".

So I graduated
It's Official
You all probably knew this already.
I start my job at Mayville on tuesday. 8-5. Then weds-fri is 9-6.
I need to find a new home soon.
But on the bright side, I completed the online portion of my certification, and finished my pesticide exam with flying colors.

All i get on tv on Sunday is Racing, Golfing, shitty rejected CW shows about black couples making there way up in the world (Hay... wasn't that done before?), and infomercials about how I can look 10 years younger (making me 10 years old), or how i can tone my body like a sleek machine.
Whatever. The only sleek machine I want right now is a dryer that takes only one cycle to get my shit dry, thusly saving me appx 5 dollars every fucking time i do laundry. My landlord has to be raking in the dough from me soley because i'm too lazy to walk across the street to the laundry mat. But I'm afraid of that place. I face the possibility of getting robbed, raped, or both.

As I finish off my pack of cigarettes today, I wonder. When i move closer to home- closer to my parents finding out i'm polluting my lungs, will I quit? I mean for christ-sake my gandmother is shriveling up in front of my eyes because of the cancer sticks. Why doesnt that stop me? Because i'm a multitasker.. I have to do multiple things at once.. always. Weather it be watching TV as I study, listening to music as i draw, or smoke as I type- I'm always doing more than one thing at once. And If i'm not- I'm uncomfortable.. Wait. hold up- did i just make the conclusion that I'm not comfortable untill I can perform more than one task at once? perhaps.

I like to think of the satisfaction that comes from when I complete more than one thing in a short period of time. That's not to say i'm proud of smoking most of a pack while i finished some art and completed my certification. But I honestly think the time went faster when I did. I don't really have to think about smoking, but it's a task. Enough of one to trick myself into thinking I was having some sort of mental refreshment as I continue on.

I used to feel the same about eating. Hell I would be thinking of only my next meal, as I ate one meal. I've got adderal to thank for taking those feelings away. Which brings me to another fork in the road- my drugs. I havent seen my psychiatrists in ages now, and am pleanty overdue to see one of them.. But i've been so busy, and now that my work is starting it's going to be even harder to get me in. Plus, I'm moving away from them... The one shrink that I really liked... I think i'm going to have to leave.. Maybe I'm avoiding it because i know I'll have to tell her i'm leaving. I need to find a new shrink in the area that i'm moving to. One that will work under my new insurance... One that will probably never be at the standards of the one I found here.

I Don't think i'll have any problem getting my current medications to continue over to a new clinic- but I just shudder at the idea of another person wanting to fuck with my brain chemistry because they think I have a different problem than what I was first diagnosed with. That's the fucked up thing about being diagnosed with a severe psychological condition at a young age.. Because it's really common for kids to grow out of it. Now I don't quite think i've grown out of it- but I don't think I'll ever know either. I've become so chemically dependant on my medications that some of my doctors have suggested that If i ever do- I should go into an institution to do so. That means I'd have to be in a point in life where I have no responsibilities to leave behind.. No job, no children... I don't forsee both of those being out of the picture until I'm old and decrepit- then the last thing i'll want is to be in some institution "just to see" if i really need my medication anymore.

I think i'm going to have to live with the fact that for the rest of my life I will be dependant on Lexapro, and Adderal, and independant from wheat and dairy. These things are really just minor in the big picture. There are people out there that can't control their disorders with drugs like I can, and people that have more to worry about than an expensive apartment complex dryer  and the guilt that might result if a parent discovered that their child smokes. I'm lucky that I got someone that loves me, and (what I like to think of) as a good deal of friends.
Really I think I just wrote all of this to actually use my journal for some self- journaling. Give it a little substance for once.

Hanging on by a thread.. ALMOST DONE..
ALMOST PASSING
ALMOST GRADUATING
ALMOST STUDYING
ALMOST FAILING
ALMOST FINISHED
ALMOST STARTING
ALMOST CERTIFIED
ALMOST MISSING DEADLINES
ALMOST GIVING MY ALL
ALMOST GOING NOWHERE
I'm in fucking lala-land with where I am and where I'm going.
Spinning my tires. I know where I was, I know where I want to go, I'm just inbetween the two places. The only thing that can further me now is a bit of time and a lot of luck.

Anywho-diddle diddle.
Laser taggin tonight..
rock on.

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First off-

HAPPY B-DAY TUGGLES

on the 19th,
akerin, novaroo, phauxe_kitsune, tug_the_dragon, ice_princess182, staindfan244, lastdarklegend, Neko, ArcticFX, and myself all went bowling at Prairie Lanes. It was an awesome night and I want to thank all of those who came :D.

I had a blast.
But now I'm dreadfully sick *hack wheeze sniffle sniffle* Just what I needed on top of everything else. But Tug was such a doll and made me feel really cared for yesterday. :D
We watched the movie "Juno" last night. I cried. I really could connect with the quirkyness of Juno, and I'm not big into stories about young gals getting pregnant (it's getting a bit overdone now), but this movie had something different.


FUCK YEAH- NICE WEATHER!


OH! And I got a job working for Mayville Animal Clinic. It's a mixed clinic (doggies, kitties, horses, cows, etc), and it's absolutely spectacular on the inside. They are connected with Beaver Dam Animal Clinic which took over Wyllow's old animal hospital facility in Beaver Dam. The two clinics compose wisconsin's biggest mixed practice. My new bosses said that I would probably be working at both places. I worked with Beaver Dam Animal Clinic doing my large animal internship this summer and absolutely loved it, so I know most of the doctors. Combined (Mayville and Beaver Dam) I'll be working under 16 different vets and alongside about 4 techs with me. There are other vet assistants there as well. I'm so excited to start working there :3 But I have to find an apt closer. This means i'll be moving out of the Madison area quite soon D:. This also may mean no AC for me. I get one week off of work a year, and it feels like asking off in june after starting the end of may is asking a little too much too early in my employment. And it looks like i'll be pretty busy with this job seeing as the buisness hours are from 7:30am-6pm during weekdays and 8am-3pm saturdays.

Anywho, just keeping you all in the know, and updating my lil to-do list of doom.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL= May 16 2008
GRADUATION= May 17 2008


Veterinary Office Proc. 3

• 5/2/08- Hand in Health History, and Finish VNA
  
• SOMETIME SOON- Have 10 hours of community Service done   and signed

Pharmacology

• 5/5/08- Pages of Review Due
• 5/12/08- Final
  

Diagnostic Imaging

• 5/8/08- Lab Final
• 5/15/08- Lect Final
  

Surgical Nursing 2.

• 4/30/08- Lecture Final
• 5/2/08- Hand in group reviews
• 5/7/08- Lab Final
  

Psychology

• SOMETIME SOON- Complete my portion of the power point on gender discrimination and group member evaluation

.Contemporary American Society

• 5/9/08- Have 30 hours of community service done and signed and 5 page paper about community service done.
• 5/9/08- Final
  

Clinical Pathology 3

• 5/2/08- Field Trip to Wisconsin Veterinary Diagnostics Lab at 8:45am- 11am. NO NOON CLASS
• 5/5/08- Finish Brooklyn's Profile chart
  

Misc

• 4/30/08- Pay rent
• 5/1/08- Help out with open house at MATC and get volunteer hours
• 5/13/08- 2:30 pm HPV Vaccine
• SOMETIME SOON- Look into apartments in the Mayville area.
  
• SOMETIME SOON- Pay and take Pesticide exam
  
• SOMETIME SOON- Cancel verizon land-line
• SOMETIME SOON- Have my name switched to primary verizon client
• SOMETIME SOON- Shedule an appointment with Dr. Ishii, and Maria Graff

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL= May 16 2008
GRADUATION= May 17 2008

Oh shi- here goes.

I've got WAAAAAAY too much on my plate, so I may be MIA for the next few weeks, and if you see me about tell me to get my ass back in gear, I can't afford to loose at this point in the game.

Ignore the fact that the last few quizzes and exams I've taken i've failed, and I can't keep my attention on my homework.
URGH STRESS STRESS STRESS.


Veterinary Office Proc. 3

• 4/18/08- Perform PE on Jenny
• SOMETIME SOON- Have 10 hours of community Service done   and signed

Pharmacology

• 4/22/08- Pharmacology exam on Urinary, Optho, Otic, and Chemotherapy drugs.
• 5/12/08- Final
  

Diagnostic Imaging

• 4/24/08- Lab Exam on Equine Radiography, Endoscopy, And Equine Limb Anatomy
  
• 5/8/08- Lab Final
• 5/15/08- Lect Final
  

Surgical Nursing 2

• 4/22/08- Be ready to perform anesthesia on a Chicken, Bring radiology textbook, and read up on rabbit, and rodent anesthesia.
  
• 4/30/08- Lecture Final
  
• 5/7/08- Lab Final
  

Psychology

• 4/29/08- Have 4 hours of community service done and signed.
• SOMETIME SOON- Complete my portion of the power point on gender discrimination and group member evaluation.

Contemporary American Society

• 4/18/09- Exam, finish study sheet and questions
• 5/9/08- Have 30 hours of community service done and signed and 5 page paper about community service done.
• 5/9/08- Final
  

Clinical Pathology 3

• 5/5/08- Finish Brooklyn's Profile chart
  
• SOMETIME SOON- Complete VNA course Online

Misc

• 4/26/08- 12:00 Spay Day at Lake Mills Vet Clinic
• 4/30/08- Pay rent
• 5/1/08- Help out with open house at MATC and get volunteer hours
• 5/13/08- 2:30 pm HPV Vaccine
• SOMETIME SOON- Pay and take Pesticide exam
  
• SOMETIME SOON- Cancel verizon land-line
• SOMETIME SOON- Have my name switched to primary verizon client
• SOMETIME SOON- Shedule an appointment with Dr. Ishii, and Maria Graff

So I lost my cell phone earlier last week D:
My mom refitted an old motorola of hers with my number so I do have a phone, with the same number, just minus cool points and my contact list.
I had a working interview yesterday in Lake Mills. It was interesting, considering that the night before this interview another clinic (in Mayville) called me and wants to interview me as well.
I liked working at lake mills, although i found myself sort of bored at times, but maybe that's because I wasn't sure what they wanted me to do. I tried to help as much as i could, and offered to do lots of stuff to which they were surprised i knew how to do. I was offered the job, but my only hang up is the interview with Mayville, the fact they don't have health insurance, and  the fact that the clinic was so small, cluttered, and unorganized. Maybe I was spoiled with the Animal Hospital of Sun Prairie's staff and facility, but this place seems like it needs alot of organizational help. Outdated post-its here and there, random boxes of items that are unused over there. And maybe it's because they are so short-staffed like they said, or maybe it's just not a priority of theirs, or maybe it's my calling to step in and get shit together. I dunno, when it comes to my occupation, i like to have perfect organization.
That said, I need to call Mayville back, interview them, and then figure my shit out. and fast.
I graduate in 30 some days, and I have multiple projects i need finished. Including volunteer hours.

Veterinary Office Proc. 3

• 4/11/08- Perform a PE on Jenny
• 4/18/08- Perform TPR on Jenny
• SOMETIME SOON- Have 10 hours of community Service done   and signed

Surgical Nursing 2

• 4/16/08- Be ready to perform anesthesia on Rabbits, Birds, and Mice and bring radiology textbook to class, DIVVY UP JOBS FOR LAB WITH GROUP MEMBERS

Psychology

• 4/15/08- Psychology Quiz
• SOMETIME SOON- Complete my portion of the power point on gender discrimination and group member evaluation.
• 4/29/08- Have 4 hours of community service done and signed, and small write-up on service

Contemporary American Society

• 4/18/09- Exam, finish study sheet and questions
• SOMETIME SOON- Have 30 hours of community service done and signed

Clinical Pathology 3

• 4/25/08- Finish Brooklyn's Profile chart
  
• SOMETIME SOON- Complete VNA course Online

Misc

• 4/10/08- Help out with open house at MATC and get volunteer hours
• 4/15/08- Interview with Mayville ~ 1:30- 2:00 pm
• 4/26/08- 12:00 Spay Day at Lake Mills Vet Clinic
• 4/30/08- Pay rent
• 5/13/08- 2:30 pm HPV Vaccine
• SOMETIME SOON- Pay electricity bill
• SOMETIME SOON- Pay Verizon bill
• SOMETIME SOON- Cancel verizon land-line
• SOMETIME SOON- Have my name switched to primary verizon client
• SOMETIME SOON- Call Post Office and see if they have my drugs
• SOMETIME SOON- Call Dean clinic when my drugs are low, and shedule an appointment with Dr. Ishii, and Maria Graff

Hokay so, i tried to style my hair today and had some paul mitchel waxy stuff.
It made me look like I have greasy hair.
I TRIED TO WASH IT OUT BUT I STILL FEEL STICKY
WTF
shampooing and conditioning 3 times.... that should work.. right?
right?!
D:<
Tug and I went out to eat with my parents the day before easter.
Pictures explain it all

Whatcha lookin at?


Yeah, we're just that cool.


GIVE IT UP FOR MC BONEFINGAHS


YEAH TOAST!


Keakers really enjoyed the bag and easter grass.


THE GAYNESS, IT CANNOT BE CONTAINED. OM NOMM NOMM.


OH SNAP! >:3

So, yeh.
That was my easter.. Now i'm back in school. Woot woot. I gots a job interview this thurs for a clinic in Lake Mills. :D

So, on my way to school this morning my car decided that it wants to overheat again. X_x I have some premixed coolant in my car, but in all honesty it shouldn't need it considering it was filled when the thermostat was fixed.
Dear god I do not need a blown headgasket during midterm week.
I'm just sittin at the MATC library chillaxin till contemporary american society starts in about an hour. Which reminds me i have to study for that midterm before friday.
My pneumonia is  clearing up now, i cough on and off, but none of that wretching/hacking that i was doing before. Although now i have a hard bump on the roof of my mouth that annoys the shit out of me. I think it's a swollen salivary gland, or lymph node. But that usually goes away within a few days. It's on day 4 now. >:{
So, moving away from being a wet blanket for a moment, I went to see akerin's play on saturday night. Wow, what an interesting take on Caesar. I imagine helping to manage a group of people performing with such ancient content, and acting in such a modern atmosphere would be difficult. But it was pulled off marvellously. I was especially impressed with the amount of visual stimulation there was considering the monochromatic sort of colors that were choosen for the set and costumes. And speaking of costumes, they were stellar and I know Tug enjoyed them as well.
While I'm on the topics of plays, my father is running the sound and lights for beaver dam community theater's presentation of  "Don't Hug Me" i guess all days are sold out except for this coming sunday at 2:00. I'm going to try and make it. My mother claims it's halarious.

I like to stumble on new product ideas out there. There are so many great ideas in the making/ being made. Here are just a few cool examples

Shake my hand- open the doooooorrr~ *spooky noises*


for us smoky pc users XD

yes you read right- spazz stick.. caffinated chap stick 8D

for those of us who are poor plant caretakers.. IV LINES!

A sort of "create your own" seating arrangement thing.

sweet idea for making labels

these are color changing bath tiles! How awesome!

sneaky sneaky stair hiding

what a cool way to light up someplace

Reminds me of kindergarten naptime mats. :P

moldable fuirnature looks interesting


I also have a fondness for custom created toys like the following:

So there have been alot of things running through my head lately. I have so much on my plate at the moment. I just sort of need to list em out.

School-
>To go to make-up surgical nursing class and skip my psychology class in the process or not
>Studying for exams
>Making a client education tool about veterinary dentistry by friday
>Doing a shitload (30hrs) of community service, and writing about it.
>Be prepared for surgical nursing and diagnostic imaging labs.
>Researching what is needed for a general animal profile
>Getting through my last semester (about 16 credits worth) and passing certification exam

Apt-
>Dealing with living with an ex who still is attracted to me
>Keeping my apt sanitary
>Caring for my cat
>Making rent payments
>Making electricity payments/ internet
>Doing laundry
>Doing dishes

Health-
>Smoking/getting frequent sore throats
>Forgetting to make psychiatric appointments after they have been cancelled by the doctor numerous times. I'm REAL overdue.
>Getting perscriptions so i don't run out of my pills (oh god that would be bad).
>Making sure my parents NEVER find out I smoke by avoiding them being in my car or apartment/ cleaning my car or apt so they don't know
>Taking time for self-relaxation
>Eating right for my allergies
>Keeping fit
>Being hygenic
>Trying not to go crazy

Money-
>(see apt)
>Trying to figure out how to fix my car
>Feeding myself
>Paying to do laundry/ get new clothes
>Getting ready to find a job as soon as i graduate

Friends-
>Trying to keep old friends from highschool
>Trying to keep old friends from relationship with ex (the few that we had)
>Trying to keep my furry friends and their satsifaction with my returned friendship.
>Trying to avoid drama
>Trying to not over-do my social time with school and such
>Trying to keep/ make friends in school
>Trying to keep online friends
>Trying to keep doing art/ finishing projects

Family-
-(see health)
-Keeping in contact with mom so she's satisfied and not hunting me down and unexpectedly showing up
-Keeping in contact with my grandparents.... >.< i know they don't have so long.. and I've been horrible with keeping them up to date with my life
-Trying hard not to beg my parents for money.



I'm sure there is more. This may seem like a really sad excuse for a journal. But honestly if i don't write them down, or take the time to actually sit and think about each and every one of them, I might forget and end up in a tight spot. Or it might raise it's ugly head when i'm not ready for it. At least if I sit to think and write them down, I don't have to carry what i like to call "mind luggage" around as long. Making lists for me sort of packs all my thoughts into a neat little carry-on as opposed to the heavy trunk luggage that it might sometimes feel like in my head.



BTW- Just felt like sharing some music from some not-so-well-known bands

http://www.arockalypse.com/

Check that shit out. I don't even know what category of music it would be.. like.. Industrial/Rock?
Reminds me of rob-zombie-esque.
Anywho
I got shit to do tonight, Dunno if it'll all get done. *lights up a cigarette and rubs hands together*